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Saturday, October 15, 2005

.::mood>>`til there's no attachment in this life of mine..i will not stop crying`::.

Friday 14th October - Saturday 15th October

One delicate being came into my life for 16-17 hours and left my life in a flash..

Rachelle brought home a newborn kitten which was only a few days old from her workplace there after assuring that it's mother has abandoned it for 3 days..

I wasn't home yet when sis brought it back..heard the kitty still has blood on her..some were dried already..sis cleaned her before getting back to work.. leen called to inform me about the kitty's entrance.. rach msg me to stay home & take care of it during the day & leen's leaving for HongKong on saturday night..they had work etc~~

First sight, it was so small i didn't even dare to touch it..but it's quacking(actually meow-ing) was kinda cute & hilarious.. it's spots & pattern were really fun too..seems like a cross-over between a cow & a panda hoho xb

it kept quacking whole night long..ard midnight i snuggled her into my palms for her as a warm cushion..i know she needs her mom desperately but pity i ain't a cat..my other cats won't go near her..they're all sterilised anyway..& the kitty has some fleas on her so it's better not to infect further cats..

the baby animal milk bottle was so tiny..the kitty was also so puny..only the 3/4 size of my hand..the milk bottle was like 1/2 size..fed it some warm milk..but seems like it still dunno how to drink..it just keeps pushing away..ohh btw did i mention that her/his eyes are still not open yet..so yea apparently it can't see..just feeling things by moving its tiny soft paws...

it screamed for its mom whole night long..seeing such a fragile body & missing its support makes my heart ache.. i snuggled it for ~2hrs..then moma took over & snuggled it to bed i think til ~3am..i fell asleep..woke up at 6am..it was still quacking..leen woke up..then soon enough it was 9+am that i woke up..i keep watch at it ard noon time..with the running to & fro from the computer to the kitty box..moma gave it a quick short warm bath as it was still quite dirty..she took out 2 fleas too..

ohh well~it passed away this afternoon at around 4pm quietly... i was only aware after i left it to sleep on the cloths with the heatpack underneath it for around 30mins before i went back to take a look..i should have known..coz it wasn't quacking as often as usual..i should have check back more frequent or stay beside it.......

by then i was shocked..yelled out to moma saying it's not moving..moma came to check..leen just got home..& moma announced that it was gone...

well im a crybaby u may say..i cldnt stop crying for the next few hrs..as im typing this im tear again after trying to stop for like a dozen times....they just flow..i aint forcing them...sighh..this aint no fun..the feeling of losing something to death is terrible..well i had lost a number of pets since young but im still crying..crying for every single one of them...iono..huhuhuu~~ this little figure in my palm im already missing it..it's adorable quacking too.. i can't miss it too much it has to R.I.P. yea..*peace*

what if the mother was going back for her/his or looking for it now or the mother while looking for food met with some mishap(im sorry to say that).. guilt-ridden-roby for not being able to take good care of it~ apologies won't bring it back to life..my bad im really sorry kitty
my tear glands are more easily agitated i guess as moma & sister did not even cry at sight.. zzz iono iono ionooooooooooooooo 've oready wrritten an essay im bound to stop somewhere aye~~ btw moma has buried it deep under beside a tree for R.I.P.'s sake.

aiight buh-bye kitty Rest in Peace i pray for ya & ya mother too~~

..damatte zutto..hoshi wo miteita ne..
.::music>>that coco lee song that kelly sang as her last competing song in Superstar::.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

.::mood>> blabber product ::.

hey there ssup~~zz

okie my attachment suck big time eh...tsk
lets not talk about it aiigh..zzz >>i'd better not talk abt it coz when i was doing a search on some materials the search actually showed my blog & if gong sees this im oh weeell dead meat huh oi!><;;;

ohh well since HK had the Disneyland Mickey House going on..i've been a lil itch on it...
dug out my Tokyo DisneyLand pass..here's it..

surprising i still kept it huh since 2002...not too 'long' afterall..but it wasn't really a fulfilling trip tho' coz not only was it CROWDED i mean REALLY CROWDED(iono why japanese has so many days to choose to go DisneyLand they had to pick my day--urghh oh well they love Disney too much hurr~) ..olrite..not only it was crowded but dang it rained a while later after i got in there.. SheeSh yea u hear me say..actually all was cool..but dude i hate crowds they just get in my way..made me lil grumpy and i just splurt all my leftover cash on the goodies(snacks!) coz they simply just hab such cute packagings lol.. actually i shld hab bought more accessories..oh well~~whadever..i didn't take many pics either..coz the rain just dissed it awayyyyyyyyyyy.......... i didn't even got to take pics wib the Mickey, Chip&Dale, WinniePooh mascots coz they were all long queues.... most of the outdoor rides were closed due to the rain too*SULKS* come to think of it..it really was quite a bad day to go there*weeps---flooding*

they mentioned that HK Disneyland's cheaper but aint lower any much..my tix was say 72bucks? HK one's 64bucks..so u count xb

..damatte zutto..hoshi wo miteita ne..
.::music>>::.

watashi no sekai

doushyoukana

• shigoto wa taihen na~~

the day my heartiest baby left me

The wackiest and most gorgeous kitty
You're the best damn thing i ever had

im loving you for eternity sweetheart!